Straight from the heart..

Friday, December 24, 2010

Life has no full stops....

LIFE has no fullstop....
it jus keeeps going wid speed wich is at its top....

People come and go from your life.....
you loved some1 but you'll end up being some1 else's wife.....

yet we take it in our stride and dont let it pile on.....
thats life and we move on......

during teenage i never understud what does move on mean.....
and then evry day life taught me its meaning- yea thats how life has been.....

Few people whom i loved like crazy and hell.....
those people have disappeared from my life's shell....

Life shocks us and depresses us at times and gives us an option to whine on.....
yet we havte to accept evrything and move on.....

Life does not have any fullstop....
we havto get up, dress up and show up.....

Being totally frustrated today made me look at the nice things in my life.....
jus when a loser left my life.....its without trife....

im happy and content with wat i have and i have so much of love with me.....
Jus dat today i really got all this to seeee

So im glad life does not have a fullstop to it.....
coz im ready for each and every bit :) :)

A world full of moments....

Down i was walking to the station through the crowded lane

There i saw a couple holding hands waiting for the train.....



i saw myself in them and smiled a bit....

i thot a moment from my past just lit....



I dreamt and walked ahead and pondered for a while

In the crowded street i found a lost memory that made me smile.....



i got into the train and stared in space

a girl sitting next to me was mushily talking to her guy in craze....



again it bought a tint in my eyes....

coz these were the same moments that bought sunshine in those dark nights....



i was walking towards the office and it started raining wid a blast

and there i saw another couple sharing their umbrella.... left me again aghast.....



with a twinkle in my eye i thought again right there....

thit is exactly how it happenend and yea i did receive the love of my share....



i stood near the door feeling the drops of rain....

how many moments like dis each day we gain....



we see a girl.... a couple.... a love somehwhere....

and always we try and see ourselves in their affair....



And then a sms buzzed and said....."neha i miss you"

Aah! at last there was a smile - so pure and true.....



i immediately messaged "miss u too....where have you been dear...."

He said i was right there in all the moments that made u smile when u were lookin at your near....



and then i relaised love may not be around u all the time....

but if your feelings are true.... something everyday will make you heart sing that same rhyme!!

Freshers Mind....

Sitting in a glass cabin at work
i write from there today.....

Calls, deadlines & boses smirk
i face that often all day....

Its raining out and i wana shout....
& i wana fly to touch the rain showers sprout.....

The AC's cold gets on to me.....
but the feel of cold rain drops maketh me hapy and glee....

During work....i forget the true neha at times.... who wants to be set free
but then im on my dream line.....& and i need to grow stronger like a tree....

Exhausted with work i let the writer neha take on.....
Excuse me i really didn't mean to ramble on.....

Its just my way of speaking my heart out.....
Having said this..... back to work.... without a doubt....

-- Neha

An enocunter with the corporate world....

I feared my entry in the corporate swirl….

Coz I have heard many past cases and twirls……


They are ruthless and mean…..

And often in frustration, smoking they are seen


They screw you and expect you to slog

Few prefer to suck up like a dog


Mind you, there are bitches here too, I must say

& hell save u if she’s in a bad mood – be ready to pray


Yes, money is one thing important in life

But for me appreciation of your hardwork is essential after all those sleepless night’s trife


Remember friends, when we grow up and reach that high place

Appreciate, acknowledge and add praise to your grace


Everyone around you works and tries their best

Try and eliminate one person and then u will realize the stress


For future, I pledge to never be egoistic and unreasonable to my subordinate team

Coz I wanna be an individual who is every professional’s dream !!

The One for ME

Tonful of guy frends and dozenful of crushes definitely made me ponder & see

Out of the those around me, or else, who is the one for me?



it starts with dating and lust

accompanied by ooozles of trust



He should make me smile when im sad

n shud be able to make good conversations with my dad



A fren im first he shud knw dat yaar

coz frendship is the starting of forever waala pyaar



Chocolates, roses, surpises should be many many

Should treat me like his princess and not as other any.....



Of course, my care & love unconditional wud b ter

efforts from both end make any relationship fair



Simple down to earth guy who balances 'me'

2 incomplete idiots would make a complete 'we'



not afraid to shower his love or be different 'what if som1 might know or see'

The guy who finds me beautiful when i look a mess, is 'the one for me'

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Corporate world-Fears and Apprehensions

The Corporate world here i come..
all my fears i shall overcome...
A lot of tension & a lot more anxiety
moving on..keeping all my faith in the All Mighty!

Scared of the training..and the hours of reading
how much will i grow...how much will i take in..?!

Coding,testing debugging will take away all my time..
I hope there's job satisfaction--coz that's a professionals chime..

No more "college"...no more "rakhadpatti"..no more "xeroxed-notes"
It will all be colleagues and formal dresses..n deadlines to quote.:-(

The hours pass by slowly...but the days are going fast...
3 months from now...engineering is going to be a past...(sob sob)

Damm..so much i'll miss these days ....
I'll neva eva forget them..even wen my salary gets a raise..

The corporate world .. here i come
Awaiting a new beginning...a new chapter...a new period..which will
mould me into a new character..

From the loud gal to a poised professional--the journey will be tough..
I jus hope im able to mould myself into the work trough...!!!!

luv
neha

Monday, October 29, 2007

Mommy...this one's for you..

Mom sits thinking about her girls and her boys,
reminiscing days the floor was covered with toys.
Remembering the tiny bootees and the little shoes,
remembering all the gurgles and the little coos.


When you said your first word she was so proud,
and was beside herself when you laughed out loud.
When you cut your first tooth and began to crawl,
she just couldn't wait to give all the kinfolk a call.

She misses singing you lullabies in her old rocking chair,
as she looks at your baby book and your first lock of hair.
Those crew haircuts, pony tails, and the dog eared locks,
the cowboy boots, and penny loafers, and little bobby socks.

She misses the fingerprints found all over the wall,
the coats and the mittens that hung in the hall.
The paper dolls, and toy cars, and the little trikes,
and when you were older the two wheel bikes.

How you looked forward to each and every New Year,
although you fell asleep before it was near.
The pictures you brought her that you drew in school,
the words that you used like awesome and cool.

The Valentine cards you made all by yourself,
the Barbie dolls and models that set on a shelf.
Flowery weeds that you gave her on Mother's Day,
and hearing your footsteps as you run out to play.

Father's Day and the things you made for your dad,
those gifts were the most precious that he ever had.
Then going to the carnival and watching you ride,
watching you at the park as you went down the slide.

The picnics with peanut butter and jelly on bread,
hearing you say your prayers before going to bed.
Taking you Trick or Treating Halloween night,
trying to juggle all the bags and a huge flashlight.

Thanksgiving dinners when everyone was still home,
the house seems so empty now that you are all grown.
Seeing the happiness that spread across your little face,
as you ate Christmas dinner after you had said grace.

Blowing out all the candles on your birthday cake,
tightly closing your eyes for the wishes you'd make.
Watching you open gifts covered with paper and bows,
placing every card that you got very neatly in rows.

These are just a few things remembered by your mother,
she remembers all your childhood at one time or another.
She misses the goodnight hugs and the goodnight kisses,
there are thousands of things that she really misses.

Love you mom..:)