Could not stop myself writing this one..
Sleep got disturbed early morning with a mild sound of thunder..
I was almost speaking to myself ‘I have to send out a deliverable today’.. wake up Neha.. wake up..
Rushed and got ready..
Transcripts in one hand and an apple in the other.. ran out looking for a cab..
Did not realize it’s pouring and it’s indeed a beautiful day
I neither got a cab for very long.. nor was there any sign of a harbor line train..
I was standing there under the umbrella with a pretty sad not knowing what to do next face..
Just then a little kid from the neighbourhood splashed water on my legs and said “aaap khush nai ho? Aaj toh chutti.. majjaaa” and there she ran getting wet in the rain deliberately to enjoy the last few showers…
I walked behind her smiling reminiscing my days of buchpan when I would not leave a single chance to get wet in the rain..
God! Running behind work, gym, clients, bosses.. some where I had forgotten to take a breather and enjoy that moment..
Life can get too busy, too nasty.. people we have in our life may change.. people we share things with may not have that much time to listen to us anymore.. people might get mood swings and not respond to texts or calls.. people may act pricy.. people may find you kiddish.. people may not find ‘getting wet in the rain’ as enjoyable even if they might have spent their entire buchpan doing that..
Who cares? Its their loss.. don’t make it yours..
Don’t stop yourself from enjoying these little moments of bliss
Enjoy the beautiful blissful weather while it lasts…
We all need some rain.. to wash off the baggage.. to feel wow .. to start afresh.. to feel we’re ready to face the sun again..
Thank you god :)
I pray that into each life some rain must fall..
Straight from the heart..
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Friday, December 24, 2010
Life has no full stops....
LIFE has no fullstop....
it jus keeeps going wid speed wich is at its top....
People come and go from your life.....
you loved some1 but you'll end up being some1 else's wife.....
yet we take it in our stride and dont let it pile on.....
thats life and we move on......
during teenage i never understud what does move on mean.....
and then evry day life taught me its meaning- yea thats how life has been.....
Few people whom i loved like crazy and hell.....
those people have disappeared from my life's shell....
Life shocks us and depresses us at times and gives us an option to whine on.....
yet we havte to accept evrything and move on.....
Life does not have any fullstop....
we havto get up, dress up and show up.....
Being totally frustrated today made me look at the nice things in my life.....
jus when a loser left my life.....its without trife....
im happy and content with wat i have and i have so much of love with me.....
Jus dat today i really got all this to seeee
So im glad life does not have a fullstop to it.....
coz im ready for each and every bit :) :)
it jus keeeps going wid speed wich is at its top....
People come and go from your life.....
you loved some1 but you'll end up being some1 else's wife.....
yet we take it in our stride and dont let it pile on.....
thats life and we move on......
during teenage i never understud what does move on mean.....
and then evry day life taught me its meaning- yea thats how life has been.....
Few people whom i loved like crazy and hell.....
those people have disappeared from my life's shell....
Life shocks us and depresses us at times and gives us an option to whine on.....
yet we havte to accept evrything and move on.....
Life does not have any fullstop....
we havto get up, dress up and show up.....
Being totally frustrated today made me look at the nice things in my life.....
jus when a loser left my life.....its without trife....
im happy and content with wat i have and i have so much of love with me.....
Jus dat today i really got all this to seeee
So im glad life does not have a fullstop to it.....
coz im ready for each and every bit :) :)
A world full of moments....
Down i was walking to the station through the crowded lane
There i saw a couple holding hands waiting for the train.....
i saw myself in them and smiled a bit....
i thot a moment from my past just lit....
I dreamt and walked ahead and pondered for a while
In the crowded street i found a lost memory that made me smile.....
i got into the train and stared in space
a girl sitting next to me was mushily talking to her guy in craze....
again it bought a tint in my eyes....
coz these were the same moments that bought sunshine in those dark nights....
i was walking towards the office and it started raining wid a blast
and there i saw another couple sharing their umbrella.... left me again aghast.....
with a twinkle in my eye i thought again right there....
thit is exactly how it happenend and yea i did receive the love of my share....
i stood near the door feeling the drops of rain....
how many moments like dis each day we gain....
we see a girl.... a couple.... a love somehwhere....
and always we try and see ourselves in their affair....
And then a sms buzzed and said....."neha i miss you"
Aah! at last there was a smile - so pure and true.....
i immediately messaged "miss u too....where have you been dear...."
He said i was right there in all the moments that made u smile when u were lookin at your near....
and then i relaised love may not be around u all the time....
but if your feelings are true.... something everyday will make you heart sing that same rhyme!!
There i saw a couple holding hands waiting for the train.....
i saw myself in them and smiled a bit....
i thot a moment from my past just lit....
I dreamt and walked ahead and pondered for a while
In the crowded street i found a lost memory that made me smile.....
i got into the train and stared in space
a girl sitting next to me was mushily talking to her guy in craze....
again it bought a tint in my eyes....
coz these were the same moments that bought sunshine in those dark nights....
i was walking towards the office and it started raining wid a blast
and there i saw another couple sharing their umbrella.... left me again aghast.....
with a twinkle in my eye i thought again right there....
thit is exactly how it happenend and yea i did receive the love of my share....
i stood near the door feeling the drops of rain....
how many moments like dis each day we gain....
we see a girl.... a couple.... a love somehwhere....
and always we try and see ourselves in their affair....
And then a sms buzzed and said....."neha i miss you"
Aah! at last there was a smile - so pure and true.....
i immediately messaged "miss u too....where have you been dear...."
He said i was right there in all the moments that made u smile when u were lookin at your near....
and then i relaised love may not be around u all the time....
but if your feelings are true.... something everyday will make you heart sing that same rhyme!!
Freshers Mind....
Sitting in a glass cabin at work
i write from there today.....
Calls, deadlines & boses smirk
i face that often all day....
Its raining out and i wana shout....
& i wana fly to touch the rain showers sprout.....
The AC's cold gets on to me.....
but the feel of cold rain drops maketh me hapy and glee....
During work....i forget the true neha at times.... who wants to be set free
but then im on my dream line.....& and i need to grow stronger like a tree....
Exhausted with work i let the writer neha take on.....
Excuse me i really didn't mean to ramble on.....
Its just my way of speaking my heart out.....
Having said this..... back to work.... without a doubt....
-- Neha
i write from there today.....
Calls, deadlines & boses smirk
i face that often all day....
Its raining out and i wana shout....
& i wana fly to touch the rain showers sprout.....
The AC's cold gets on to me.....
but the feel of cold rain drops maketh me hapy and glee....
During work....i forget the true neha at times.... who wants to be set free
but then im on my dream line.....& and i need to grow stronger like a tree....
Exhausted with work i let the writer neha take on.....
Excuse me i really didn't mean to ramble on.....
Its just my way of speaking my heart out.....
Having said this..... back to work.... without a doubt....
-- Neha
An enocunter with the corporate world....
I feared my entry in the corporate swirl….
Coz I have heard many past cases and twirls……
They are ruthless and mean…..
And often in frustration, smoking they are seen
They screw you and expect you to slog
Few prefer to suck up like a dog
Mind you, there are bitches here too, I must say
& hell save u if she’s in a bad mood – be ready to pray
Yes, money is one thing important in life
But for me appreciation of your hardwork is essential after all those sleepless night’s trife
Remember friends, when we grow up and reach that high place
Appreciate, acknowledge and add praise to your grace
Everyone around you works and tries their best
Try and eliminate one person and then u will realize the stress
For future, I pledge to never be egoistic and unreasonable to my subordinate team
Coz I wanna be an individual who is every professional’s dream !!
Coz I have heard many past cases and twirls……
They are ruthless and mean…..
And often in frustration, smoking they are seen
They screw you and expect you to slog
Few prefer to suck up like a dog
Mind you, there are bitches here too, I must say
& hell save u if she’s in a bad mood – be ready to pray
Yes, money is one thing important in life
But for me appreciation of your hardwork is essential after all those sleepless night’s trife
Remember friends, when we grow up and reach that high place
Appreciate, acknowledge and add praise to your grace
Everyone around you works and tries their best
Try and eliminate one person and then u will realize the stress
For future, I pledge to never be egoistic and unreasonable to my subordinate team
Coz I wanna be an individual who is every professional’s dream !!
The One for ME
Tonful of guy frends and dozenful of crushes definitely made me ponder & see
Out of the those around me, or else, who is the one for me?
it starts with dating and lust
accompanied by ooozles of trust
He should make me smile when im sad
n shud be able to make good conversations with my dad
A fren im first he shud knw dat yaar
coz frendship is the starting of forever waala pyaar
Chocolates, roses, surpises should be many many
Should treat me like his princess and not as other any.....
Of course, my care & love unconditional wud b ter
efforts from both end make any relationship fair
Simple down to earth guy who balances 'me'
2 incomplete idiots would make a complete 'we'
not afraid to shower his love or be different 'what if som1 might know or see'
The guy who finds me beautiful when i look a mess, is 'the one for me'
Out of the those around me, or else, who is the one for me?
it starts with dating and lust
accompanied by ooozles of trust
He should make me smile when im sad
n shud be able to make good conversations with my dad
A fren im first he shud knw dat yaar
coz frendship is the starting of forever waala pyaar
Chocolates, roses, surpises should be many many
Should treat me like his princess and not as other any.....
Of course, my care & love unconditional wud b ter
efforts from both end make any relationship fair
Simple down to earth guy who balances 'me'
2 incomplete idiots would make a complete 'we'
not afraid to shower his love or be different 'what if som1 might know or see'
The guy who finds me beautiful when i look a mess, is 'the one for me'
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Corporate world-Fears and Apprehensions
The Corporate world here i come..
all my fears i shall overcome...
A lot of tension & a lot more anxiety
moving on..keeping all my faith in the All Mighty!
Scared of the training..and the hours of reading
how much will i grow...how much will i take in..?!
Coding,testing debugging will take away all my time..
I hope there's job satisfaction--coz that's a professionals chime..
No more "college"...no more "rakhadpatti"..no more "xeroxed-notes"
It will all be colleagues and formal dresses..n deadlines to quote.:-(
The hours pass by slowly...but the days are going fast...
3 months from now...engineering is going to be a past...(sob sob)
Damm..so much i'll miss these days ....
I'll neva eva forget them..even wen my salary gets a raise..
The corporate world .. here i come
Awaiting a new beginning...a new chapter...a new period..which will
mould me into a new character..
From the loud gal to a poised professional--the journey will be tough..
I jus hope im able to mould myself into the work trough...!!!!
luv
neha
all my fears i shall overcome...
A lot of tension & a lot more anxiety
moving on..keeping all my faith in the All Mighty!
Scared of the training..and the hours of reading
how much will i grow...how much will i take in..?!
Coding,testing debugging will take away all my time..
I hope there's job satisfaction--coz that's a professionals chime..
No more "college"...no more "rakhadpatti"..no more "xeroxed-notes"
It will all be colleagues and formal dresses..n deadlines to quote.:-(
The hours pass by slowly...but the days are going fast...
3 months from now...engineering is going to be a past...(sob sob)
Damm..so much i'll miss these days ....
I'll neva eva forget them..even wen my salary gets a raise..
The corporate world .. here i come
Awaiting a new beginning...a new chapter...a new period..which will
mould me into a new character..
From the loud gal to a poised professional--the journey will be tough..
I jus hope im able to mould myself into the work trough...!!!!
luv
neha
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